Bad Day

Been a while since the last time I wrote here..

Somehow I decided to write once again, although it’s been like forever I didn’t do anything on social media (writing blog, posting pics on Facebook, posting pics on Instagram, and so on).. But might as well to start again.. At least write in this blog and maybe posting pics on Instagram later on..

A lot of things happened lately.. And everything seems changing..

I enter the Ph.D program starting this April.. Then making comic as a supplement for my research.. Playing on an Iron Kingdom campaign which last around 2-3 months (and it’s done right now, with my character is having a baby).. Having a mid-year presentation for the Ph.D program.. Joining another DnD 5e campaign, this time with a East Asian setting.. Going back to Indonesia for summer holiday, and have a lot of adventure somewhat (like staying on a backpacker hostel in Bandung with Ryu, have a walk with my Mom n Dad, meeting my nephew from my cousin, et cetera)..

And finally the last thing happening to me is.. My aunt passed away last week.. It’s kind of shocking actually.. Since I still met her last summer holiday, we even walk together to places.. And suddenly she collapsed due to stroke.. After being coma for few days, she finally passed away.. And what’s sad is, I can’t be there for her funeral…

It take me days to realize, and accept that she’s gone now.. Even now, I often shed tear whenever I remember about her.. Although she might be just my aunt, but she took care of me during my childhood days, when my mom go abroad for study..

I hope she’s fine now on the other side, with my grandma and grandpa…

Sorry for the gloomy post although it’s been a while not posting anything.. Guess that’s all for now…



Bena nDR


Moon Jellyfish

Finally!! Another single from FLOWER!!! \(>///<)/ And from Dream Ami as well!!!

This one is Flower’s single [Moon Jellyfish]. Somehow I like the title. XD It reminds me of jellyfish swimming on night sea under the moonlight. πŸ™‚

I always love Flower’s song. Somehow it just suit my taste. πŸ™‚

While this one is Dream Ami’s new single, [Hayaku Aitai] (if I’m not mistaken reading the kanji).

This one is a theme song for a movie, [Hirunaka no Ryuseigun] if I’m not mistaken. I love the season changing feel on the PV. πŸ˜€ And as usual, Ami’s voice is so cute~! >///<)b

So, what do you think? πŸ˜€

I guess that’s all for now. Jya~ne! πŸ˜€


Sincerelly, Bena nDR


So… Today… Ryu’s having a graduation! \(>w<)/ Yep, he’s an eligible PhD now! Not a candidate anymore. πŸ˜€

CONGRATS, RYUUUU~!!! Wishing a bright future ahead for you. πŸ™‚

And, since his family can’t come to Japan, I ended up being the cameraman to take pic of him during the graduation ceremony. Fufufufu πŸ˜€Β  Continue reading

Recipe For Love #3 : Cola Sauce Chicken

So! Been a while I didn’t put any recipe or write anything about my cooking here. Today I ended up cooking again. πŸ˜€

Well, actually since my big brother go back to Indonesia for a while, somehow I ended up start cooking again. I wonder why? :/

Anyways… Today here’s what I cook:


Do you know what it is? πŸ˜€ It’s COLA SAUCE CHICKEN! πŸ˜€ I tried to make it following a recipe online (it’s in Indonesian, sorry >.<|||), but I adjust some here and there. And ended up getting this final ‘recipe’ which suits my taste. πŸ˜€ And of course, I’ll share it here..Β  Continue reading

Salt Mine

It’s finally Granblue Fantasy’s 3rd year anniversary~~~!!! πŸ˜€ Yeeeeiii~~!!! A lot of celebration was held, one of it is 1 week of free 10 drawΒ gacha! Wooohooo!!! XD They also gave 6000 crystals after the live show of Granblue celebration. πŸ˜€ As well as daily 200 crystals for 2 weeks. And after the free 10 draws ended, they gave 1 SR / SSR tix everyday for 1 week! πŸ˜€ A lotta something I may say.Β XD

Well.. I’m not that lucky with gacha rolls.. But somehow I ended up making daily screenshot on what I got everyday from the free 10 draw gacha (as well as some 10 draw gacha I did after I got 3000 crystals) and also from the SR/SSR tix I got until now! πŸ˜€ And so here it is!! πŸ˜€ Continue reading

Fight Song

So… Today I’m having an entrance exam for Doctorate program in Kyoto Seika University. Last year I failed the exam, and this year is my last chance.

There are three participant for this time’s exam, and the other 2 seems more prepared than me.Β I tried my best.. Now I can only pray and wait for the result.

Wish me luck :’)


Sincerelly, Bena nDR