More Than Friends

Okaaayyy… After hearing this song, it keeps on playing inside my mind. A new song from two of my fave singer: Jason Mraz and Meghan Trainor.

The MV is simple, but the song is captivating. Somehow makes me ended up singing along with the song. πŸ˜€ And as always, love the lyric. Ufufufufu..

I also love how Meghan Trainor looks sweet n simple in this MV (totally one of my body goals, as currently I have low self esteem on how I look… OAO)9).. Jason Mraz also looks cool as usual with his hat (and it makes me want to collect another hat again ;w; ). XD

Anyways, enjoy the song~! And go ask someone you like to be more than friends~! πŸ˜‰
Guess that’s all for now! Jya~ne! πŸ˜€


Sincerely, Bena nDR


Story of Our Life

Lately been realizing something.. It seems I often draw pairings from my Pen n Paper RPG campaigns. (O_O)

If you read it on my previous post, it seems a lot of my PCs have someone they have crush in (especially after I play online).


Just due to randomness, I want to list the pairing and collect the illustrations of my PC pairing here while seeing which couple I often draw until now. XD Wkwkwkwkwkwk Yes it’s random I know..

But anyway.. Let’s start with the list~!! πŸ˜€

  1. Clerest Incendie and Ark Feathersky
  2. Sanada Yumi and Takeda Kurosu
  3. Sanada Yumi and Hojo Yuki
  4. Randrea Blaumaire and Silosse
  5. Narasaki Ryoko and Ryomusha
  6. Alycia Bellemere and Hope
  7. Rosemary Livingstone and Lucas
  8. Rosemary Livingstone and Juan Pablo de Rodriguez (*
  9. Diego Luis Fernando and Neves Renata de Alvares e Corte-Real (*
  10. Melody Claire-Anette and Yoruno Yami (*
  11. Xiao Long Bao and Kevin Eleanor (#
  12. Jasmine Damasco & Freija and Jhon
  13. Felicia Faye and Skyler Embershield (#
  14. Felicia Faye and Rukhe Femaab (*
  15. Serendipity Nightwave and Ephraim Erste
  16. Solmefreyr Nostariel and Ephream Este (*
  17. Krasnaya Zvezda and Zharenaya Baranina (*
  18. BoA aka Bo-Ah and Nergui Num (**
  19. BoA aka Bo-Ah and Guan Teng (*
  20. Yvaine Stargazer and Seth (*
  21. Miriam Day and Luca Elluci (*

The list was a mix of pairings of PCs which still have a one sided love / interest, broken hearted ( # ), the ones that already become couple ( * ), and special case (**).Β  Continue reading

Song For Two

Finally managed to finish this illustration piece. It’s my late DnD character, Miriam Day, and her partner, Luca Elluci.


I tried to make a bit “adult” feel on this illustration (since on the scene it was supposed before they do something more private). Love how it turns out, although not sure if I nail the “adult” feel or not. XD

Oh, and also I’m trying to play with another lineart color palette. πŸ˜€ It was fun to change how you draw once in a while… Hehehehe… (^^)

Anyways, that’s all for now. Jya~ne! πŸ˜€


Sincerely, Bena nDR

SHY De Mo Ii Yo

So… Suddenly I got the urge of wanting to draw this pair again.

This is Melody Claire-Anette (Melo), my Pathfinder character from the campaign Silvarion Kingdoms. I play as her around 2014 if I’m not mistaken. The grey haired boy is a boy she had a crush on, Yamino Yoru (Yoru).


Back then their relationship was a bit… unclear.. Due to both of them was kind of shy (although they already confess to each other), and somewhat often having some miscommunication. Well, the campaign ended with their relationship wasn’t clear going where.

Nevertheless, this two are still one of the pairing I like between the other pairings. Ufufufu (=p=)

Anyways, guess that’s all for now. Jya~ne! πŸ˜€


Sincerely, Bena nDR

The Way I Am

“I’ma tell ’em all
I’ma tell ’em all that you could either hate me or love me
But that’s just the way I am”

This new song from Charlie Puth somehow gives me a bit courage just to be who I am. πŸ™‚

Lately been feeling confused with myself on how to act or how to spend my days. How to communicate with others and how to even react to someone’s words. Realizing we can’t please everyone, and it’s impossible to be friends with everyone.. Continue reading

What Lovers Do

So suddenly got a commission request from a friend of mine, Klemp, who also one of my friend on my DnD group. He asked me to draw his favorite pairing (which he often use for his NPC), Mitsutada Shoudakiri from Touken Ranbu and Tenryuu from Kantai Collection. He asked me to draw this pair with a nowadays setting, with base from Ran’s [Kokoro Wa Sugu Soba Ni] PV.

To be honest, I always struggle on drawing guys. But I think I kind of able to make it this time. XD

Anyways, this is how it turns out.

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