I won’t wear makeup on Thursday
I’m sick of covering up
I’m tired of feeling so broken
I’m tired of falling in love
Sometimes I’m shy and I’m anxious
Sometimes I’m down on my knees
Sometimes I try to embrace
All my insecurities
So I won’t wear makeup on Thursday
‘Cause who I am is enough
I think I just found my new favorite song.
Being someone who often feel insecure about myself and feel ugly, this song really helps me to calm myself down.
There are times I suddenly cried without any reason, there are also times I feel like I just want to vanish from this world. And often I feel depressed about everything… As if everything I do always turns into chaos and nothing good.
Maybe I need some time to just stop and look around. And get a grip on myself…
Gosh… What am I writing… Better stop it here…
That’s all for now I guess…? Jya.
Sincerely, Bena nDR
I wanna laugh, I don’t wanna cry
Don’t want these tears inside my eyes stay
Don’t wanna wake up and feel insecure
I wanna sing, I wanna dance
I wanna feel love inside my hands again
I just wanna feel beautiful