Library

On places I need to memorize, underline
On things I want to see again, bookmark
So that I can know you
perfectly more than anyone else

Okay… I should slowly try to move on from BoA… ( ‘-‘ )

Found this song from SNSD TaeTiSeo called [Library], and suddenly the memory of being BoA comes again. If only I found this song earlier, might use it as BoA’s theme song. :’) After all, library is something special for her. :’)

Maybe will use this song for BoA’s fan-fiction again later on..

Oh God.. I really need new campaign sessions… ( ;A; ) And watching Legend of Condor Heroes didn’t help on my move on attempt… |||Orz

Oh well… Must try harder I guess.. ( ;_; )

bena--ava

Sincerely, Bena nDR

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Step Up Love

Soooo…

Lately me and Ryu just joins this discord group for Dungeons and Dragons players in Indonesia (I think it’s not only for Indonesian but also for foreigners living in Indonesia). And we met new friends there (as well as old friends tho’). There are a lot of interesting people there, and as well seeing a different way of playing DnD (they’re mostly using Roll20 and discord’s voice chat).

And what’s more interesting is… These days, I got to play series of one shots with few of them. πŸ˜€ And what character which I use???

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More Than A Memory

So.. After my last birthday and buying myself Rollbahn notebooks and tried it, I’m officially fall in love the paper’s quality and how when I used colored markers the ink stays (not leaking to the backside). And to add more merit on that notebook, I love the color variants, and the price for the size which I love isn’t that expensive compare to other notebooks (around 378 JPY included tax each).

And so, since there’s a lot of color variant, suddenly I got a crazy idea on how to use it.

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Nothing’s Gonna Stop Us Now – BoA’s Side

I’m so glad I found you
I’m not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes
I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times
See it through the bad times
Whatever it takes
Is what I’m gonna do

Somehow those lyrics from Starship’s [Nothing’s Gonna Stop Us] felt fit perfectly for how my character BoA feels about Nergui (on the fan-fiction alternate timeline story I wrote here). And every time I had a chat with the player for Nergui, we ended up laughing on stupid yet cute things that might happened on their life (and yep, I’ll definitely gonna wrote down those stories, just you wait!). To be honest, this time’s character seems hard to move on from.

But life must go on right? And new campaign coming soon, so yeah… Continue reading

Seeing Blind

Somehow, after the last few days writing about my character’s fan-fiction, I ended up wanting to draw her and her life in the fan-fiction world. And so, I finally take my pencil again and draw again. And here are the pictures.

This one is BoA and her daughters, Chun-Hwa and Bao. Chun-Hwa always sticks like glue to her mother, while always stare at her father with wanting to bully tendency. The player of Nergui (since this is not my character) said, maybe this one was made using Nergui’s point of view, due to Chun-Hwa seen like looking at the viewer (which might be her father).

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