Dreaming Of You

So… Yeah, the campaign I’ve been playing lately had finished just like I said on the previous post. But apparently, it’s still hard for me to move on to the next campaign (although I already start making character sheets and search pictures for the character images)… Every time there’s a topic regarding G:R-EAT, I would ended up jump in. XD

And just today, I finally finished making log collection on my personal log book. Yeah, dunno why this time I’m more attached to the campaign, and got the patience to finish the log book (usually I ended up stop halfway XD).

And as usual.. While surfing in youtube, ended up finding songs that could be fit BoA (my character’s) feeling…

Like.. This song by Selena ‘-‘)

Maybe I should get to move on to the next campaign..

But lately I’ve been watching Jin Yong’s Legend of Condor Heroes’s newest movie adaptation (the 2017 version) and ended up seeing all the characters on the campaign once again. 😥 Oh God..

I guess this will take more time than the usual campaign to move on.. ( ;_; ) Wish me luck..



Bena NDR



Calling Out


Finally, the recent DnD campaign I’ve been playing in (Godmark: Rebirth – East Asian Tales) ends. Somehow this campaign feels a bit different with the other campaigns I played before (it doesn’t mean the other campaigns I played before is bad, ‘kay? It just felt different). I got too attached to the character which I played in it (not just my main character, but also my subcharacters and NPCs). Maybe due to the theme of the campaign, ‘Narrative Collaborative Storytelling Campaign’, which in a way all the player built the campaign together. So when it ended, it feels sad. Like the world we’ve been building together must ended.

The campaign itself spanned for 4 months in real world time, and 3-4 years in campaign timeline. Quite long, huh?

As usual like the other campaigns before, we made this aftermath story for our characters about how their life goes on, but somehow I feel like my brain keeps on playing and searching for a lot of songs in Youtube which suits my character’s feeling (or other character’s feeling). Weird, huh?


So… In this campaign, I played a young girl (15 years old at the start of the campaign) coming from Joson (the setting for this campaign is East Asian, and we got three choice of background: Tang (like China), Yamato (like Japan), and Joson (like Korea)) named BoA (her real name actually is Bo-Ah. I chose her name inspired by Korean singer BoA which I love a lot).  A priestess or more like shaman who ‘disguised’ as an idol with her siblings and [shrine maidens] due to BoA’s condition, and ended up travelling around doing tour and concert while searching information regarding these [mark] which was called [Godmark] or [Shenyin] in Tang’s language and [Kamijirushi] in Yamato’s language. Continue reading

Ladies & Gentlemen, Roll The Dice, #3-last

HAPPY 71st ANNIVERSARY, INDONESIA \(=w=)/ Yes, today is Indonesia’s 71st independence anniversary. 😀 May years ahead, Indonesia become a better country, even better than other country. I really hope so.

And so… What do we Pen n Paper RPG players do for celebrating this anniversary? HAVING AN OFFLINE SESSION OF COURSE! XD Hahahaha..

So.. We’re having this offline session of Voyage Order Campaign (the first time offline!). It spreads into few sessions. First session’s player is me (as my NPC, Amery), Dimas (as his NPC, Olivea), Dhamma (as his PC, Shin), Rusdiy (as his NPC, Loopa), Victor (as his NPC, That Guy), Gauden (as his PC, Raxe), and Finiko (as his PC… I forgot the name, sorry >_<||| Since this is his first time playing in VOC).

There’s a reason why I didn’t play as Freyja offline. Remember Freyja got a crush on another character named Eph? Eph’s player is Dimas, which I already think as my own little brother. Somehow it will feel awkward if I play a lovey-dovey character while seeing his face (I bet we will ended up laughing hard). And it seems he think the same. So we play safe. XD  Continue reading

Ladies & Gentlemen, Roll The Dice, #2

Today’s plan.. More or less, more on meeting other friends besides Pen n Paper RPG friends. But as well meeting old university friends. 😀

Me & Ryu start the day with a lunch at Nasi Goreng Rempah Mafia at Dipati Ukur street. 😀 I ordered Nasi Goreng Kambing (Mutton Fried Rice) and Jumbo Ice Tea (yes jumbo. You can see the comparison with the normal size one). The fried rice was spicy, but I love the sweet, tangy and spicy taste! :9 Makes me ask for more! X9 LOVE IT!

Too bad… When we dine in, suddenly a big rain pours which makes us unable to go anywhere from the restaurant. Orz We ended up spend some time there, and late on meeting our friends. Continue reading

Ladies & Gentlemen, Roll The Dice, #1

SO! Finally I got a chance to visit Bandung again, although not that long (if I may say, it’s totally short). This time’s plan is to meet friends I knew during the online sessions of Voyage Order Campaign sessions in person. 😀

Oh, but first, a cute kitty picture for you~! 😀


Cute right? Somehow I found them on my way to go to campus, on one of the house near my house. 😀 And they didn’t run even when I get closer to them! SOOOO CUTE!!! X’3 Continue reading


Sooooo~! Currently there’s a Pen n Paper RPG campaign on going, and as usual, I’m playing as well! Yeeeiii~! 😀

This time’s campaign name is Voyage Order Campaign or simply called VOC, and usual the Chamberlain (or the one promotoring the campaign) is Ryu. The name’s familiar? Well yeah! Somewhat it’s like a parody of VOC in the Indonesian history since the character we play were come from a place or region name Nether which has a lot of lands (Netherlands everyone? :p). Although is sounds the same, but we don’t play with the slavery or colonization settings. It’s more like the voyage to the unknown is the base of this campaign setting. 🙂 Oh, if you’re interested, here‘s the link to the online forum. 😀

So, my character is an 18 years old female Half Aquatic Elf named Solmefreyr Nostariel (should be a mix of Elvish name and Nordic name, which means the ‘the noble born lord of the waves’) or usually called Freyja. Comes from a place named Seaport Kingdom, as the first princess who ran awa from marriage appointment (yes, just like my other character on the previous campaigns. Hahahaha… Me and my creativity). I make her to have a Okinawan – Southern Japan + Hawaiian with a bit mix of Irish – Scottish culture. A place where there’s sea (mostly sea) with mountain at the back side. Well, actually it’s only my way so I can make my character sometimes uses Japanese language and so on. Hahahaha.. Tricky, huh? :p Continue reading


So… These days have been drawing this character which was supposed to be for a new campaign by my friend.

Her name is Lunafrey Nostariel, a half-Aquatic Elf and she supposed to be a bard from valor college (since the campaign was supposed to be using Dungeons and Dragons 5th Edition).


It seems the campaign might be canceled.. And I don’t know if I will be able to play as this girl.. 😦

Oh well.. Maybe someday..



Sincerely, Bena nDR